In Memory Of Lloyd Plowman

Dad,

I wish I could see you. I am hurting so bad. I need you for so much right now. I am so confused about a lot of things going on in my life right now. My biggest fear is not knowing what really happened to you that day because people just keep coming up with stories and I won't stop until I get the truth. I can't believe that it took you leaving me to find out how cold hearted people really are. I am so glad I never let these people be a big part in my life because I have a loving family right beside me and they are all I need. I tried to do what you asked me to do, but nobody ever wants to see me as your daughter, it is like I never existed. Nobody seems to care about all the good times we had together, but I remember them. I know you didn't mean to leave me, but why couldn't you have been stronger? You wont be here to watch me graduate college, or even walk me down the aisle. Well, at least you got to see Destinee being born, your face was lit up the whole day. All she does now is talk about you. She says you are with her going night night. It makes me feel so comfortable knowing that you are watching over her. She loves you so much. It is so hard for me to realize that you are really gone!!! You were always the one I called for answers to school work, and my personal problems. We had so many great conversations. I will never forget what you taught me. You were so brave and always my tough guy when I needed you. I love you Dad!! You are in my thoughts all day, everyday. You are so missed by all of us. XOXOXOXO