I am very sorry to hear about your loss. Please be assured that God understands how you feel, because he experienced the same pain of losing someone when his son Jesus Christ died here on the earth. However, remember that he has he desire and power to bring Synthia back to life (Job 14:14,15; John 5:28,29) Although this is obviously a very difficult time for you, I hope that these scriptural thoughts will provide you with a small amount of hope and comfort.